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Intro 01:56
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You 05:27
You all the hours of the days had become pointed like sharpened arrows flying out to sea like the words we spoke as we sailed out into nothing each of us in misery once we'd seen the rain was falling there was nothing left to do then you… had the funniest smile and you… only stayed for a while and you… that's all I ever did ask of you well the moon was full of blood and sank at midnight and from her eyes it came unglued she packed her bags and they filled again with the headlights and engine sounds of my solitude and a child became a woman when her car slipped out of view and you… kept on tracking me down and you… broke my speed and my sound and you… most beautiful rainbows over you now that the dream you said was over left this new mark on my skin there's a million pictures falling trying to send their signals in past tree lines of paranoia through the hills of self-abuse to the driveway of temptation where the gravel is always loose and you… you’re still tracking me down and you… you're still coming around and you… no I never could count on you
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Beyond Desire beyond desire I sat and waited I lied to you - I lied to myself with this little fire I built then hated the moment it was celebrated beyond desire beyond this signal fire I got so afraid of what I made I thought of you my friend and the price you paid to see the end - and only then realize you can't get back again beyond desire beyond your signal fire when will I ever learn a way to live that burns and still feels free to touch the ends of things and still come back to make them sing when will I ever learn to see it's cold tonight but I'm alright though there ain't no one here to hold me tight the moon is high - my bottle is dry I can see the beauty of it and tonight it’s enough beyond desire beyond this signal fire beyond desire beyond this no good liar heaven must be there
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Daddy's Tune 02:40
Daddy’s Tune things are different today and it's harder to find what I'm trying to say when all I have on my mind is this pain in my heart that just won't go away running through every day ever since we're apart I don't like to pretend that I'm staying in touch with little gifts that I send when I just miss you so much at the end of each night on the telephone line when you say you're alright daddy cries every time so don't let anyone say daddy left you one day it's not true he lost a year of your life after losing his wife but not you not you going to get back my ground I'm going to rise from these ruins pray this new love is sound and that I'll be there soon and I'll know that I'm home when I sing you this tune if it's cold when I come we'll go skating in the park every day if it's summer what fun staying in the water til it's too cold to play every day cause it's a terrible world when a daddy can't be with his dear little girl he's a ship lost at sea
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Grey Day In Spring grey day in spring isn’t that the way it goes down the melting dirty snow is giving birth to a town a sky that aches full of raining grey day in spring every silver window that I look through is blind a perfect rearview mirror for the state of a mind that suffocates just explaining grey day in spring April in Canada is a month-long April Fool’s keeping yourself together is the second Golden Rule don’t want the neighbours discerning grey day in spring I’m pressed against the time and the glass tortured by the present - shattered by the past feels like my whole world is burning grey day in spring how come I still feel her through the smoke of my life and still send flowers to this counterfeit wife in worship of my assassin grey day in spring you know I barely caught a glimpse of her soul she hid her heart so perfectly in her need for control while a ten year ice age went passing grey day in spring oh it looks just like the grey in her eyes and the terrible shadow underneath her bright disguise I’m the only allowed to see or stand in grey day in spring I gave her my life I didn’t know what it was worth and it paid for a miserable marriage but it made for a beautiful birth and a love beyond understanding grey day in spring I thought she was the answer to my prayers and no matter how she hurts me I can’t help but truly care and play it fair while she ignores me grey day in spring I thought that she had everything I need turns out I was right she took my love and light and seed and you’re the miracle that stands before me grey day in spring feels like I’m never going to climb over this wall I know that some guys never see their kids at all but mine won’t be abandoned grey day in spring gives me another chance to learn to forgive another chance to move on it’s just so hard to live when your child’s been stolen and your life is the ransom
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Kiss The Sun 04:11
Kiss The Sun say goodbye to my family and my friends say we’ll see them all again on some permanent vacation down the street tell my brothers when you meet I got a rap I couldn’t beat and they won’t find me at the station cause it came like a whistle from a train that woke me up and called my name not to leave them all behind but to bring me home again and I kiss the sun I kiss the sun and I feel no shame and I feel no pain no pain I can remember I won’t cry for a life I’ve barely known walked ten thousand miles from home just to find that I was nowhere so unknown all the years I walked alone like another rolling stone they’re all finally leading somewhere I belong to the melancholy songs nights you held me til the dawn and we wished that we could stay will you miss me when I’m gone and I kiss the sun I kiss the sun and I see my world turning into gold and I kiss you girl cause you filled my soul with a light I will remember
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That’s For Me there was so little left to make you want to stay along the road of life you couldn’t find your way after years of downward slides thought you’d come here for a ride lick your wounds a while and hide your blues away ain’t it funny that the opposite was true things you hoped would prop you up came down on you with so little left to trust hometown life felt like a bust turned the final crumbs to dust what could you do put in the time waiting for better things to start watch for the signs and pray to mend your broken heart ask for the strength to take a stand put the faith back in the man stop trying to understand the things that you can’t see say that’s for me what would you pay to change the story of your life rewind the sad old song that cut you like a knife get over things you don’t deserve when life just threw you quite a curve it takes a while to find the nerve to start anew maybe it’s time you dare to go back to your dreams and care enough to fight for them and find the means let go of all you can’t control that made you want to leave your soul and you will find the starring role still waits for you put in the time waiting for better things to start watch for the signs and pray to mend your broken heart ask for the strength to take a stand put the faith back in the man who’ll never understand until he lets things be say that’s for me that’s for me yeah that’s for me sometimes my life is going to be a tragedy there must be something I should learn I’ve been broken I’ve been burned but that’s for me
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Little Things thank you for these fingers thank you for these strings the melody that lingers here upon these little things Lord I have been running from you trying to do things my own way if I'd only listen to you how much more could I say I can see your signal fires lighting up that landing strip I know you’d only let me come down once I loosen my grip I can't wait until my road gets straight and I can leave these troubles behind I can't wait I hope it's not too late you know there's nothing I'd rather find so thank you for these fingers thank you for these strings the melody that lingers here upon these little things how long have I been riding this way desperate and fearful and blind when will I ever learn how to stay maybe that's not my kind so Lord tonight when I lay down to sleep let me know I did my best Lord tonight I'm turning to you to take care of the rest
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Show Me How To Get There I know it's out there shining like a light show me how to get there in this life give me strength and give me vision in my days and in my nights show me how to get there in this life things happened in the past did I really let them go show me how to let go in my time said I’d forgive and I’d forget how come I’m dreaming of it yet show me how to let go in my time what do I deserve have I lost my nerve tell me why I struggle and I strive why so much to prove I can barely move what should I do now to feel alive never felt quite good enough how did that come to be all the young child clearly wanted was your hand but the judgement of the father was as endless as the sea drowned for a lifetime even when back on the sand I could sit and watch the snow fall down today but I'll go out take a walk across the last days of this year for tomorrow is the solstice lots to be thankful about and like the sun I want to let go of this fear walk me to the sun I don’t want to run give me back the strength to start again I just want to live I just need to give how long have I waited here my friend is the weight I feel upon my back as real as what's outside fragile branches holding up the snow they've lost their leaves and lost their time and let go all their pride show me how to hang on til I go
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Stay At Home 04:05
Stay At Home well I wash up when I wake up get dressed up and put shoes on my feet and I check out my reflection I lock up and I hit the street and I catch a train in the underground and I join the silent herd the faces all so serious nobody says a word well I'm right on time when I get to work and I sit there for a while and I feel like such a stupid jerk but I do my best to smile it's so tight around the collar and I can't wait til it ends all the things I do for dollars and the price I pay my friend but if I stayed at home I'd be all alone I'd be fine if I stayed at home if I stayed at home I'd be all alone I'd be fine if I stayed at home where nobody can touch me nothing means very much to me at all it's a funny way of living and you know that it’s a shame when you’re working just for money how you lose your life again in an endless cyclorama til the pictures crack one day and you’re found in your pyjamas and they haul your kind away but if I stayed at home I'd be all alone I'd be fine if I stayed at home if I stayed at home I'd be all alone I'd be fine if I stayed at home where nobody can touch me nothing means very much to me at all
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In My Time (To Live) now it's just another moment that'll seem to last forever til I won't be feeling so alone I don't know where the last few years went running through a life of days and nights spent dreaming too far gone for scheming of a way to get back home the hardest time is in the evenings when I don't really feel too much like singing and all I really want is a place to hide my friends say it'll take some time now but with every passing day I feel like somehow I'll drift my life away and let things slide still got that pebble in my jacket pocket the one that looks just like a heart-shaped locket remember how I found it on the beach that day you turned it in your hands while the words were spoken as if it were a little bird whose wings were broken sometimes I take it out and I hold it and I dream it flies away and though I know you never planned it in so many ways it felt so underhanded the way you left my life and closed the door and now you say you want it open you'll take me back again your heart is full of hoping that I can find my way back like before to live and die and never say goodbye again you know I called tonight to say I got your letter I read it all and I'm so glad you're feeling better that you're grateful for the money tho it's little that I send does my baby know how much I miss her and just how much her dad would love to tuck her in tonight and kiss her well you know that I'm so thankful you're her mother and my friend but with every bit of road I'm stealing I'm just trying to find a way back to my feelings cause I don't remember how and can't pretend I hope you never feel this lonely or know the pain of losing everything you only found that really matters in the end to live and die and never say goodbye again and try again
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credits

released June 1, 2021

Starring
Indio: piano, rhodes, wurlitzer, clavier, synth, vocals
Facundo Flores: drums
Jano Seitun: bass
Scott Smith: all acoustic and electric guitars, pedal steel
Pablo Grinjot: all string arrangements and violins (track 1, 5, 9, 10)
Daniel Lapp: stroh violin, french horn, cornet trumpet, trombone, fiddle (10) horn arrangement (3, 6, 8)
El Tarco: bandoneon (1)
Rebecca Pidgeon: vocals (9)
Andres Hayes: alto tenor sax, clarinet, horn arrangements (2, 3, 4)
Sebastián Greschuk: additional trumpet (2,3)

Engineers
Nico Pestarino, Leonardo Checchia, Nano Grasso, Will Cran, Adam Dobres, Indio Saravanja w Chris Lloyd

Studios
Estudio Panacea, Estudio El Ancla, Estudio Doctor F, Estudios ION, Estudio Tritono, Arthaus Studio Toronto

Mixing
Zak Cohen w Indio at Woodshop Recording Studios BC Canada

Mastering
Philip Shaw Bova

Photography
Katrina Rainoshek, Rosa Smedley-Kohl

Design
Indio Saravanja / Jano Seitun

All songs written, arranged, and produced by Indio Saravanja

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Indio Saravanja Toronto, Ontario

Argentine born, Arctic Canada raised, Indio Saravanja is a poetic songwriter, talented multi-instrumentalist, and adventurous composer, whose poignant, honest words cut to the bone. A dynamic performer who charms the crowd with his candid and often humorous tales, he is an also an exciting musician - solo or with a band, acoustic or electric. ... more

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