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Songster​-​14 Early Songs

by Indio Saravanja

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1.
Castles 03:41
Castles Today it is a fine day in the sun follow me my child and give thanks to the one for this goodness that has come let the work be done until today the cold has ceased to yield makes it kinda tough when you're working in the fields and the grounds too cold to kneel blisters peel do you know just how it feels and i pray that in a while we get some rain gently fall from heaven pour it's love into the grain and put me on my feet again i'll go insane cause those city boys are back again to steal the only thing I've ever had my kids need their meals and they come here with their deals dirty deals do you know just how it feels and little johnny said to me today daddy are they really going to take it all away why can't they let us stay what could i say? your politicians never find the time to listen to my troubles they just say I'm out of line and I'm falling far behind I'm in a bind do you know just how it feels (when the dogs are at your heels when the world's at their command it's all just castles in the sand)
2.
Leaving Here 03:46
Leaving Here Saw a picture yesterday man it took my breath away you and me on the airport road on silver wheels in a sky of gold silver wheels and a sky of gold in a town that left us so cold I remember every word so clear told each other we were leaving here I still see them hilltop shacks summer winds and factory stacks man they made an awful stink we played guitars and we learned to drink we played guitars and we learned to drink kissed the girls at the skating rink I remember how I held her near how I told her I was leaving here We were looking for that one way out all our heroes sang about like a promise on the radio with the music saying go go go driving steady round the edge of town going up and coming back down always wishing we could disappear everybody dreamed of leaving here Now you've got a pretty wife a nice big house and a steady life you still dream of being a star I make my living on this old guitar I make my living on this old guitar I got away but I never got far it's nice to see you after all these years come tomorrow I'll be leaving here
3.
Nothing Town 03:15
Nothing Town Nobody turns around or lifts their eyes off the ground in Nothing Town in Nothing Town Nobody talks to you you wish you were just passing through this Nothing Town has brought you down Pieces Pieces of someone you've been someone that no one has seen for a long long time Places places that you'd like to go and the people all smile like they know that you don't have a dime (to show) Nobody here seems to care when I wave my thumb in the air close my eyes and pray for a getaway And I've been here way too long some kind of feeling is gone and I can only say I need a getaway Dreaming baby was it only a dream I was pulling away breaking clean yeah I was shifting down Leaving baby I swear I was leaving and it was so hard to believe when I woke up again In Nothing Town Oh no....
4.
Nobody Waits For Me The road is endless sometimes it's senseless when nobody calls my name winters and summers cities and meadows looked different but felt the same under a roof I never raised under a cloud and a moon under the shadow of a tree that sways I pray that you'll come to me soon The road is lonesome and so is the sleep I'm lonely and black as a bird lost and flying in the night so deep I can't be seen or heard flying around trying to get found you could bring me down with a word say it sweet and I'll fall at your feet and things will be just as they were I lean over books I never wrote they tell me my love is a lie I listen to songs and note for note they tell me you just have to try yesterday's broken and I wish you were joking the last time you spoke with your eyes I wish I could leave it's hard to believe you ever said goodbye Will I yearn for your sweet return or will I learn to be free there's nothing to prove except that I can keep moving when nobody waits for me open your heart and close your eyes follow the sound of the bird that cries wherever you are you can hear him sing nobody waits for me wherever you are you can hear him sing nobody waits for me
5.
Home I used to take you to the carnival when you were just a little kid you thought that everything was wonderful it didn't matter what we did the sun was shining and the sky was blue the summer air was warm and sweet I'd pull your wagon down the avenue and get you something nice to eat Home is the love that's in your mother's heart when you've got nowhere left to stand when everything in life gets pulled apart I want to hold you by the hand Just like a bird that has to learn to fly your mom will teach you to believe your mom will teach you how to love the sky knowing that someday you will leave sometimes I wonder why you never call don't you have anything to say who's gonna hold you when you slip and fall I think about you everyday Home is the love that's in your mother's heart when you've got nowhere left to stand when everything in life gets pulled apart I want to hold you by the hand
6.
Sleep Late Maria The artists are restless they need a new scene the businessmen changed all the locks on their dreams the theme park is open the soldiers are out of a war so sleep late Maria you don't have to fight anymore It's cold in the East where the dead cannot rest the promised land's crowded and cracked in the West i'm stuck in the praries as empty as i've every been i gave you my heart and i'm still finding out what that means When the last show was over it felt like a sin we're just looking for cover til the next one begins we make enough to move on with but it feels like we're falling apart We're trying so hard to get on with the show but like Gypsies we're hated wherever we go and i know we'd surrender it all if we knew where to start I'm writing you now from this little cafe we're in town for the night then we're back on our way to the road that we long for the road we were all born to roam so sleep late Maria i don't know when i'm coming home
7.
Marie 04:32
Marie Tried to get some sleep last night then I saw the dawn I used to be so good at this so naturally turned on by the beauty and the mystery but now I feel I've lost my touch I'm looking out at the sunset now and I don't feel very much I built so many fences started to lose my nerve you made me stick to my defenses girl and I got what I deserved got so worn out by the worry I let you down entirely and though you're five years gone I know I can't move on until I see your face Marie When the birds came out this morning and they made their debut It was like they sang for the very first time and it made me think of you of loneliness in April stretching out into May and how I found you on that spanish evening in that tired old cafe how I never had much money and how you lived with that when I was singing on the street and how you used to pass my hat but from the day we met I never could forget about the man I had to be you said it from the start that he would break our hearts I guess I know that now Marie I've got a friend with a cabin who lives on the edge of a lake he's one of the very few I know who isn't out on the make one day he just woke right up and he walked out on everything he lives alone by the water now and he writes down all his dreams he don't get many visitors and doesn't seem to mind sometimes I get the feeling that he's left this world behind and though my life's become a lot like his while fighting to stay free at times my shape gets bent thinking to what extent I let you keep me down Marie My days are strange and meaningless and nothing makes much sense I'd like to think that we'd be different now but I've got no evidence the past keeps burning up my mind you know it's hard to get much sleep can't stop thinking bout the weight of the world and all the things I couldn't keep and when I think about you I can't be sure that it's for real I'm not so sure that you can love anyone until you know just how you feel and even then you can't be certain it's not just yourself that you see both beautiful and terrible behind the curtains of Marie there's a lot of pretty faces in a world of window panes looking haunted and unwanted when you're walking through the rain when their aim's as true as your loneliness they can save you from the storm but there comes a point when you can't pretend you wouldn't rather just stay warm than to be held up by someone's charms against the wall of alibis like an outlaw trading false alarms for a place for clothes to dry and the romance of a fixed address and a real identity the day that you hand in your guns and belt you'll see just how i felt Marie
8.
Exit Sign 02:28
Exit Sign You let me in and now I'm looking for that exit sign I've always been that way I don't know what I'm trying to say (but) it's getting hard to be this existential man I look into your eyes and I wonder how I can how I can You came in here and caught me you caught me with an open mind a certain 'what the hell' and baby I heard wedding bells when love's the last thing that I ever thought I'd find I looked at you and I found a world I left behind left behind So here I am (now baby) looking for that exit sign but it don't make no sense to just believe in accidents it's getting hard to be the man who never would I look into your eyes and I wonder how I could how I could....
9.
Same Old Blues Here's some brand new changes for the same old chords I've got some new arrangements for the same old worn out words guaranteed to be the same old thing you always hear me do i've got a brand new song same old blues I wrote it in the kitchen man I learned it in the car banged it out tonight for the same old people down at the same old bar thought i heard somebody tapping their feet 'til i looked down at my shoes i've got a brand new song same old blues Now working at this table isn't always fun especially when i tell myself that the songs have all been sung but as long as my window keeps me looking babe and that moon shines up in the sky i'll keep on singing everything i know even if you think it's just a lie I'm a devil in my steeple but i'm working for the Lord i'm working for the lonely people and i hope they don't get bored but if you wonder who i'm singing for ain't it time you realize it's you i've got a brand new song same old blues cause the world's in confusion man and everybody's sick everybody wakes up in the morning has to turn some kind of trick but everything that I'm doing I'm just trying to do it true i've got a brand new song same old blues working at this table.... (repeat chorus)
10.
Stranger 03:51
Stranger Well he came to town on a winter's day and he brought with him the spring in a long black coat full of songs he wrote and a guitar on a string and he found a spot for the voice he brought in the village market square and he cut the sky with a naked cry that came from everywhere came from everywhere HIs music was like poetry and the men all bowed their heads his voice was sweet when it hit the streets and the ladies cheeks went red and the bluebirds sang like a drunken gang from the roofs and the window sills we went inside when my mother cried as the sun rolled down the hills sun rolled down the hills With his eyes like night and his raven hair he could hypnotize a crowd i wasn't allowed but i watched him there i felt mischievous and proud and late at night i would wander down and i'd find him all alone sleeping in his raincoat on a pillow made of stone pillow made of stone Well i never will forget his face and sometimes it makes me mad cause i never thought i'd take his place and lose the home i had well the years roll past and they roll so fast i've been moving right along so put a quarter in my case and i'll sing you one last song sing you one last song The night is long when you know them songs you don't belong no more i have become a man that runs like strangers of before the night is black on the railroad track and the darkness knows no end the night is black on the railroad track and i won't be back again won't be back again
11.
Music Man 02:54
Music Man Well i bring the old man's song a new direction i'm trying to relieve him in my time i can sing his tired songs with such conviction i wonder why i can't believe in mine I've been to all the places that he went to that taught to read the faces for the lies i've tried most every drug and every whiskey to find a word of truth behind the eyes I travel with a singer and a dancer their loves' a story made to make you cry i don't know if we'll ever find an answer it seems we're only learning how to die it seems we're only learning With many miles of storm the night is falling a smile could keep me warm when sleep is calling it's time to count my pennies but i'm tired and there's not many and i can barely move my hands but i do the best i can i am the music man i am the music man i am the music man
12.
Desolation Angel Well I hope that there's still room up on that wagon where you said that you would save a place for me with the ones who had to overcome the dragons that were threatening to drown them in that sea cause I don't want to be the junk left in your closet by some cripple that you had to leave behind a pair of sad eyes peering from your locket of some memory that's too heavy for your mind With a heart that had an inkling of heaven and a body that was shackled to the earth I've spent a lifetime cursing my conception searching for the knowledge of its worth but I don't want to be the wreckage on the highway of some drunken ghost who lives inside your heart I don't want to be the echo in night's hallways of the sound of blood and metal torn apart Oh let me rise let me rise up from this bed made of my lies cause I don't want to be a desolation angel And I don't know if I'll be here in the morning but it's funny that I'm not afraid to sleep and because I know I've had my share of warnings It's time to make a promise I can keep Cause I don't want to be a letter in your mailbox that you press against your chest on lonely nights I don't want to make the news at 6 pm dear or live another day without your light Oh let me rise...
13.
The Last Time (I Committed Suicide) I saw the beauty of the word between the lines where many men had died for a duty so absurd for the rumor of a painted bird the last time I committed suicide I saw a baby in the womb inside the stoney stare of a young girl's eyes I saw a noose in every room from the cradle to an old man's tomb the last time I committed suicide I saw the men who rule my land who lay to waste my world with pride with their fascist architecture and their fire Where money is the king and the truth ain't worth a thing and beauty doesn't seem to be desired I saw the men who ruled my land it made me wonder if I killed the wrong man the last time I committed suicide solo I heard the laughter round my name I saw a Godly road on which to ride I saw a people still in chains I saw a beast too big to tame the last time I committed suicide I thought of all the love i'd had that I could still feel deep inside beneath a world of lies I saw a road to my revival I saw my mother and my dad and I remembered how they tried how they always fought so hard for our survival just when the line was stretched so thin that's when you called me back again the last time I committed suicide
14.
End Of Every Line When you are surrounded by an image when you get confounded by the noise hypnotized by someone else's vision paralyzed by someone else's voice when everything around you's breaking down babe and you can't tell the difference in your mind between the world you find and the one of your design meet me at the end of every line I know you've seen the light fade in the darkness and all your pages raged into the night and I can't say I know how much you've witnessed or tell you just how long you'll have to fight i know you've got a heart that longs for cover and I know you've had some troubles in your time so if you need a friend I'll be just around the bend out here at the end of every line even if your heart longs for another even if I'm with somebody else what we had was only for each other and what it meant well only time can tell even if your world is full of murder and there's a thousand soldiers in your bed that swear to me you'll never be a mother or a lover I'd offer you a place to rest your head I have seen the children in the valley dance beneath the killers in the hills I've seen lilies in the fields of desolation growing where the blood of hatred spills growing though they know not why they're growing growing where the sun don't even shine out here where our best thoughts have been going all along out here at the end of every line

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released March 12, 2010

January 23, 2010

Here's what I thought would be a good idea when I woke up a few days ago:
Put out a record of some of my 'best' first songs.
Pick songs that paint a picture of the younger music man I was and what was concerning me then
(a lot of the same stuff as now).
Record it solo with one guitar and harmonica in one night's session (naked and all).
Call it Songster (not Singer-Songwriter) -cause that's what I've mostly been for a long time now.
That was the idea.

These songs were written in the period between my late teens and mid twenties- a very exciting time during which many were completed and many more abandoned. They came to life on napkins, in journals, and the backs of bus and plane tickets on the land and sky roads between my main hangouts of that time: Yellowknife, New York, Madrid, Montreal, Toronto, Mexico, Argentina, and the West Coast. I was passionate and crazy, obsessed with getting better, and writing as much as I could. A ditch digging, dishwashing, boat painting, man for hire by day and bohemian human jukebox busker and lounge lizard by night, I was shyly writing these songs on the side wondering if they'd ever be good enough to share with you. I still haven't answered that question, but it's time to let them go. A couple of them still get sung on tours from time to time and one or two have been reworked too many times to count. Here are the first shots that ever came from my Smith and Wesson.

Indio

p.s. thanks to all the songster heros who ever let me wear them on my sleeve. Like my old friend J.B. once rightly told me: they'll lead you to yourself eventually.

"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." -Anais Nin

-for Violeta

All songs by Indio Saravanja except Nobody Waits For Me with Victor Alejandro Wainer
Recorded January 26th 2010 at Woodshop Studios, Duncan BC
Mixed and mastered by Zak Cohen copyright 2010

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Indio Saravanja Toronto, Ontario

Argentine born, Arctic Canada raised, Indio Saravanja is a poetic songwriter, talented multi-instrumentalist, and adventurous composer, whose poignant, honest words cut to the bone. A dynamic performer who charms the crowd with his candid and often humorous tales, he is an also an exciting musician - solo or with a band, acoustic or electric. ... more

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